Sometimes we can hardly understand eachother.. Reading truely what is happening in their mind is sometimes the most difficult thing in the world.. One day everything can be like heaven.. But the next day clouds are starting to send the most horrible lightnings upon you…
You can’t guess or foresee what will happen the next day..  The uncertainty can be scary most of the time.. However it is sometimes exciting.. Being full of surprises is not bad at all. But you need a strong heart to stand against it..

I think i have that heart.. I can be patient.. I can be patient until forever..

Today one of my respectable friends had died.. He was a writer in our newspaper, but i used to like his character and personality just like a brother.. He was 57 years old.. He was always smiling.. He teached us many things until now.. I had the chance to know him for 6 years. And i learned a lot of things..

However he is not with us anymore.. Maybe spiritually but not physically… I couldn’t share my sadness with her, becoz we started to the day by arguing about a nonsense subject.. Whatever.. It happens sometimes.. This is the life..

I hope at night we can talk..